So long, farewell!!.. for six days.

The sec two GB girls in Kairos gang!(there's no such name, I just came up with it.)

From left to right: Liying, Changyen, Jacelyn, Sheryl.

We're still missing Joyce and Jenise!

All 3 of them are in Cambodia right now. No worries- I'll join them next year.

Changyen, please remember not to irritate Mr Gideon Ren when you are going sight seeing and it so happens that there is a RIVER beside you. Thank you.

Sad with the capital S

Iam feeling so sad after today.

When the Phillipines mission trippers left, I didn't feel THAT affected.. at the most I would miss Daniel and Hongzhang(not forgetting his mocking in maple). But today, when the FACT finally set in during cell group that SO many people were leaving for Cambodia, I felt so depressed.

People I would miss, ALOT, though I don't really talk to them:
-Joys(cell group leader)
-Lishan(because of her shrill voice)
-Sheryl(act cute-ness)
-Liying
-Changyen
-GIDEON REN, my boss, the person I talk to almost everyday on msn

And I already miss Pastor Daniel and his sermons. Yeah, he left for Phillipines too.

Thank goodness these people going to Cambodia would be back on Saturday morning. Which means they'd be there for cell group. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. Thank God.

All mission trippers, please be back safely! :(

No, its not under my bed.

I am an utter loser because I lost the memory card reader for my beloved camera. The cute lil gadget I have only used ONCE. I deserve to be sent to work on some railway and be buried to death by an avalanche.

Super, super, super disappointed.

Went for job interview with Cheanpin, Esther and Jolyn yesterday. Apparently only Esther and Cheanpin got in, because they told the manager they intended to go to Poly and can work for a longer time. (Compared to Jolyn and I, who told her we would prefer to get into a JC..)

Oh well, its the hotel thingy now. Its a sure get in thing(confirmed by Binxi), but its the JOB SCOPE that freaks me out.

God, please work everything out.
Thank You.

I see people pursuing their dreams.. I want to, too! I feel this growing sense of NEED to pen down a book. The ideas ain't coming yet, but I feel that CALL. Hmmmm....

China trip confirmed!
I thought we were going to Zhejiang or something.
Ooh lala, we're flying to Shenzhen via a BUDGET AIRLINE, then taking a ferry to Hongkong!

Now, does anyone has Angel's contact number in HK?
HAHAHA.

Excitedness!

Had an awesome day today.. although the start wasn't.

Met Cheanpin at lot one library. Realised that the library really sucks because the books there are totally.. useless(lack of a more suitable word to describe).

Cheanpin lent me a book on how to be a princess. I think its really nice- if only they skipped the crude parts about.. censored things.

Read it while waiting for Shicheng. Suppose to meet him to get JOLYN'S GRADUATION PRESENT.

We spent approximately 3-4 hours conquering Causeway point and Lot one just in search for the perfect present, because Miss Ng Ling Min Jolyn does not fancy stuffed toys.

Legs ached like crazy but it was worth it- JOLYN'S FACIAL EXPRESSION WAS PRICELESS!!!

(looks at the heart shaped box) it represents looooooooove, alot of looooooove.

(freaks out)
(opens box)

God's amazing love!

(stares at me)
(gets the joke)
(smacks me)

(me laughs)

not forgetting.. 99 roses.

eh, why give 99? what has 99 roses got to do with love?

99 roses and 1 in my heart!

seriously.

Met Binxi, Jolyn and went for pasar malam.
NICE. Ate until my tummy almost exploded.

Good day, even if I say it myself.

the crux

When you take out something, you have to put back something else to make yourself full again. Like if you eat something, you digest it, and the remaining waste comes out, you have to fill yourself with more food again so you won't grow hungry! Just that- are you eating junk food, or a proper meal?

That's a question to yourself.
Are you eating potato chips day and night, or are you having a balanced diet?

Am I doing this at the expense of others? I hope not.

I finally agreed to go on the China trip with the Sister, the Sister's Boyfriend, the Sister's boyfriend's brother and the Sister's buddy(also my smart tuition teacher). I was suppose to send Hanwei the details today, but I woke up late. I hope the seat is still available! Oh please let it be available. Please, please, please, please. I want a getaway so badly!!

Yeah, I have to keep myself busy. I know. I really do. Since the jobs are not confirmed yet, I have to irritate Chean Pin with my presence everyday. Sadly, at this moment, all I want to do is to be around her, doing nonsensical stuff. Maybe because we're really similar in the emotional sort of way. And I don't need to explain, she understands fully. Thanks, skinnyass. You've made my life so much easier, really.
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I have learnt my lesson that my mother cannot be trusted. SERIOUSLY. I remember Ps. Daniel talking to us about the ten commandments, with one being honour your parents. Yeah, I tried honouring my mom, alright. I told HER even when I know she can't keep secrets. How about the time when I told her my uncle is really weird? SHE TOLD HIM. How about the time Jazreel and I told her how ah mui ah yi is really communist like, with her straight cut hair and strict rules? SHE TOLD HER. And once again, I have been proven correct. Even with all the awkwardness going around, I CHOSE TO TELL HER and not Jazreel. I TOLD HER TO NOT TELL ANYONE. And she did. The Sister came into the room yesterday, mocking me. I felt like throwing a chair at her/her. (Sister and the mother.)

I was so pissed. I bet she already told Daddy too.

When I confronted her, the woman had a guilty look flash over her face. Just as I was about to get over it, she retorted, "Yeah right! Jie jie heard it herself one lor!"

....................to think I wanted to forgive her. So undeserving.
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YAY my baby bank card is back with her mummmmmmmmmmie! I promise with crossed fingers that I will not over spend, because the money is gonna last me all the way till my first paycheck. That includes transportation fees, tithes and offerings, meals, shopping, christmas presents and splurging on snacks(sorry, pig alert).

First thing to do: get a new wallet for goodness sake.

The one Peiru gave me is in horrid condition already. Peiru's seem like its in tip top condition but mine looks like its gonna fall apart anytime soon. But I'll still keep it though. It flew all the way back from Cambodia! :D
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I should sleep, huh.

Grad Night 2009

Mumsie did my hair, Cheanpin did my make-up and I look like a ghost! Scary?

My mom is super pro. She just twist here twist there and she managed to do such a pretty bun with long, curled hair. Thank goodness I didn't go to to the salon!

Took a Maxi cab with these great people! I have the nicest camera, I don't care. MUAHAHAHA.Had a premonition that all I would eat was spring rolls and it came true. Well, at least it was nice. Daniel sucks at spreading the butter on the bun. I ended up soaking half of it in tomato soap. LOL.

Cheanpin! The girl who cried her make-up off. The girl who did my eyes for the day! The girl who got ready in 15 minutes and spent the remaining 45 waiting for me. The girl who CHASED me out of her house without saying goodbye after a phonecall came yesterday.. pfuit!
Liying! She had pretty flowers that day!! Daniel! His face was painted so white that day. Thank God for his blazer. I was the obstinate one who was freezing in the hall but refused to cover up. Like, you didn't dress up for occasion just to cover EVERYTHING up with a blazer what! But still..
Sunthar Balakrishnah! One of the hottest guys in our class! I kept staring at his ear stud eversince he pierced it. And I kept staring at it ESPECIALLY during prom- it was so shiny! Great and funny guy who didn't mind my, "HUH DON'T SIT BESIDE ME!! LATER HALFWAY THROUGH THE MOVIE I TURN AND I ONLY SEE YOUR EYES THEN I FREAK OUT, HOW?!" during the midnight movie on the second night of class chalet. LOL. Well, even drill instructors have prom nights! :DJenise!

Wasin! Wonderful guy.


My girl clique- without the guys! One of the few photos we have together. From left to right: Jessie, Esther, Jacelyn, Jolyn(WHERE WERE YOU LOOKING AT???), Cheanpin.Chang Yuen Kai. So many people said he was hot/cute/handsome. I think it doesn't apply to me cuz I knew him since PRIMARY SCHOOL. He was the naughty prefect that got suspended because he played with wet peacock feathers in the canteen or something, I can't remember. LOL.


Brigade members!

Lee Wei Ting. WONDERFUL AND MOST GENEROUS GUY I'VE EVER MET!
Bingchen, my "husband". I don't even know how the rumour came about. I bet he doesn't, either. We're such innocent victims! This photo was taken because JOLYN, the stupid ass who was suppose to be in the middle, PUSHED me to Bingchen when the photographer pressed the button. Danshan- the classmate who stays the nearest to me!

Me, feeling blissful with my pretty Prom Queen! She was scolding us when we took pictures with her WITH flash, saying she looked like a ghost and everything. I was wondering how HOE SIWEI, the girl who doesn't seem to have a single shred of feminine genes in her, gonna do the CAT WALK during the election. I felt so cheated- seriously. She pulled it off like a queen and therefore deserved to get crowned!

JJG and I- someone was LATE as usual. Sheesh, woman. You're even late for your OWN PROM. What will you NOT be late for??

The devil and the princess. ME and CHANEL. WHITE VS BLACK.

Grad night was the ONLY night I had lashes longer than Shicheng's, and it was also the day when I could stand on the steps and PRETEND that I was taller than him. Look at his bu shuang face. TOO BAD, Heeeeeeeee!Esther Wee. The super kua-kua girl. "SAN FEN!!!!"

Pong- the very sweet and blurr girl. The one who was encouraging me non stop in the wee hours of the morning, when we were going for the sumit of Mt KK. It was blistering cold and she had to give me her scarf.. thanks pong! I really doooooo love you! And.. nice bouquet of flowers, eh? (She is so gonna kill me man!)

Binxi. He's a nice guy, thoroughly. Although he doesn't really agree with our religion and stuff, he still makes the effort to read up and ask questions. He doesn't just refute our arguments without a reason. Yeah, that makes him pretty reasonable! And he rocks too, cuz he always encourages me about A math. I HOPE YOU DO WELL TOO, BX! Don't let Miss Ng look down on us, alright?

Sadaegari/Birdbrain/Stupid dumbass/"Baby"/Best Buddy! Cho Hyung Jin Henry- the guy I hated and detested so much in secondary two because he really pissed me off to no end EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE! SERIOUSLY HJ, you were so annoying and childish last time! Thank goodness you've(finally) grown into a more mature person. I remember how you used to stay back in school and give me differentiation lessons, helping me with me finish those dreadful rate of change homework and saying I HAVE NO COMMON SENSE, but never giving up on me. Thank you! (My sister said you're hot, if that's a compliment.)

Amos- the scary guy in sec one! Seriously, I was intimidated by him then.

Keneth Tan Wei Rong. The great photographer and equally crazy guy. I've had so much fun with you in Sarawak! He looked so different on grad night. I have a soft spot for guys who shave their heads at the side. LOL.

CleeoooooooooooooRoger and I- my ex prom partner! YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO WEAR A GREEN SHIRT, HELLO! Alan- pai kia of the day. Jolyn and I went to Sakae with him just now. He really and throughly is one of our jiemeis already. We sat there for so long after dinner, talking about everything under the sun. HI, jie mei.Eunice! THE WOMAN WHO MADE ME LAUGH SO BADLY HALF WAY THROUGH THE PHOTO! She was like, "eh, our ______ are touching!" Chang and I! We were kissing my camera because its just so awesome and pretty, we couldn't resist. Iam sorry!

Louisse!Jessie! Head prefect, BFF, pretty girl of the night! :)

Had sleepover with Jolyn, Siwei and Changyen at KRANJI, and we had tons of fun looking at each other remove our heavily sprayed hair. Mine wasn't though! My hair was straight enough so my mom didn't need to use alot of spray to harden it in place. Though the curls were horrible after I removed the pins!Just for fun- tried Changyen's dress. It was so comfortable!Siwei struggling on Changyen's lap as we tried to remove the pins of her head. LOL.

Can't believe prom is over. No, I didn't follow Shicheng's "dress up, eat, take photo, say byebye" motto. I left with memories of the good and the bad, I left with new lessons learnt and a whole new respect for the people I've met.

O levels feel as if it has been finished so many months ago, but it was only done a week ago! Maybe its because of my utterly boring life that I feel the NEED to fill it up with many other things to take up the space. EG. Maple. (VERY lame attempt, but I can't help it.)

Iam still procrastinating on the whole blogging about prom thing. Prom is long over, but there are still so many people talking about it. Some people even came up with a list of Prom Queen Wannabes. Seriously, feels like some American High School popularity contest. Its so lame. Aiyah who cares, Siwei is still pretty and she's still the prom queen. :P

JESSIE ROCKS.
SHICHENG ROCKS.
DANIEL ROCKS.
FRED ROCKS.

I have such great friends who train me in maple though my level sucks.

Okay, fine..

SUNSHINEONG ROCKS TOO.

Although he was laughing at my stupid nickname, my curse of not being able to hit the level 30 because I keep TALKING in maple, he still gave me 999,999 mesos. LOL!

I really love the situations that God puts me in. Sometimes Iam so short sighted, thinking that it sucks and everything, but maybe God wants me to learn something from this. And Iam ready God. Show yourself. Muahahahahaha.

Oh where oh where is my pei ru ru~